I saw myself losing lots of weight and having insomnia but all I had was my faith. I held on to it knowing that those that put their trust in the Lord He shall never put them to shame (Psalms 25:3-4). I said my Lord may Your Will be done in this situation because if it is my will let this cup pass me by, the thought of it just traumatized me. I knew that this will be a thorn in my soul and living with it would be torture.
I must say that satan at that point had his share of gloating.I just imagined how people will be mocking me saying "they say the pray,where is her God when things are like this?". Today God gave me a testimony, indeed after every storm there is a beautiful rainbow waiting and that rainbow is a covenant that the situation will never ever come back. God gave the Israelites a reassurance that the Egyptians you see today, you shall see them no more (Exodus 14:13) and I am confident that the God I serve started a good work in me that only He can complete and I am grateful for removing this thorn permanently.
I am in awe of my God so Mighty, when satan thought he was finished God stepped in and re-wrote my life and show the devil that you can test her but do not touch her soul. I serve a Faithful God, He doesn't sleep nor slumber. He says when I go through the fire He will be with me, I went through the fire with my Lord and just like Daniel I got out unburnt, there is no scar but stars.
Father even when I fall short of your blessings, You bless me still. When I am not faithful and I waiver You remain Faithful, indeed You do not act according to what I do (Romans 5:6-8). Your Word doesn't go out and return void. I thank You Lord, You deserve the glory, the honour and the praise. Mananjalo Nkosi empilweni yam'. I am grateful, thank you for closing the lions mouth and reminding the devil that You are the Lion of the Tribe of Judah and when You roar every situation dissapear without any trace. I am happy that you made this situation dissapear without a trace. What a Mighty God I serve. Na khensa Tatana
